Sunday, March 15, 2009

Punching my Best Friend

I am trying hard to remember how this dream started, but I can tell you the ending really woke me up like it was a nightmare. In the beginning, all I could remember is that I'm walking through fancy clubs, and soon I walk outside and see the whole city is celebrating. The sidewalks are packed with people and as I walk outside alone I feel the same stress as I do normally, feeling mad that I'm on a mission, and the rest of the world is having fun.

Soon I end up back in the apartment where I see Shane and Thuy being really friendly to each other. Something comes over me and I lash out towards Shane, because he has a girlfriend on which he shouldn't be cheating. I tell them they should just get together, Thuy and Shane, because it's obvious they have some feelings for each-other. Shane never looks at a girl the way he looks at Thuy. Anyway, this starts getting out of control, I really start yelling at shane and I punch him him right in the cheek. As much as I regret doing that in my dream, I feel he needed it. Of course, he's mad and tells me to get the fuck out of his place.

Remember this is a dream. So I walk into this bathroom and as soon as I open the door some little frog flies out and drops her tadpoles on the wall, and as they quickly find a way to safety, I'm attacked by a little lizard thats chomping down on my finger and what seems to spraying it's feces on me. I wake up! Funny, my hand was on the wall, falling asleep, and I remember fuckin with a lizard outside last week. As for the rest of the dream, that reflects my life, and my troubles. I know the best dreams in life are the ones that I work hard to come true.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Family and Work

I keep having these reoccurring dreams where my family is back to the way it used to be on holidays, where we spend it with my cousins in Jacksonville. Everybody's dressed up and happy, the food is being prepared and I catch myself during the most part of the dream stuffing the freezer with pounds of frozen meat, and healthy lean cuisines??? One weird thing I noticed is that my mom and dad are sitting right next to each other, watching TV. Normally, my mom would be her outgoing self and be chatting with her cousin Dolly.

All of a sudden, the dream switches me to this suburban development site, and I'm skateboarding around just to get some exercise, since my metabolism isn't quite as fast as it used to be. Of course I think to myself, how fun it would it be to drift some of these turns, then I stumble upon what seems to be a movie set. Many people are walking in the same direction as if they're done for the day. I decided to stop a lady and ask if they needed any help around the shoot, and what started out as a simple question, turned into a massive fight with the crew. I defended myself from panes of glass and disgruntled movie crew members left and right. Finally the director's attention was brought to me and she negotiated a deal with me to come back tomorrow morning. I felt a sign of relief, the suddenly this guy took another pane of glass to my car, which shattered everywhere. I was so furious from that point on I was about to kill this guy, and then I woke up.